终于过了~

可以不用在烦了~

我将会intake在五月~

也属我妈说的对吧~

为了不在让我在次做错选择~

她决定不回答我~

时间太rush了~

会让我考虑不足~

而且时间太突然了~

让我觉的压力很大~

现在做了个选择~

人也轻松了很多~

居然还可以画出一幅画来~

i'll be post it up when i done. Maybe tomorrow~ ^^

今天很怀念周杰伦的歌~

特别想听~

结果还是听到自己的眼泪也流了下来(最长的电影）~

可能太emo了吧~

我的眼泪不是为了她*mandy*

是为了我妈，从那刻开始~

我发现我已经不在喜欢她了~

而我天天却在想着另外一个~

还有发现到自己的缺点~

需要改过的

*判断力不足

*太容易受影响了

*不够考虑随便做决定

这就是木得weakness!

Phone blogging :)

Testing 1,2,3,4,
Wee~ i was writing new post with using phone! First time! ^^
It's convenience and it was fun doing it! Haha..
Hmm,Anyone can convince my mum? :/
I'm not able to do like this, feel so sorry! but i have to! 说不出我心里得刺~

我写的华语！ xPxP 认是我的人应该看的明白

早上一张开眼睛，脑海里想着，

我到底该做什么，

想着去找工，可是又不知道我的college的timetable!

几天的我烦恼多多，

找不到可以让我kau beh的地方！

朋友们忙着考试，而我却呆在家发霉！

自己的华语写到乱七八糟！！

刚刚看了kk的blog，

发现有一句话很有意识，

失去目标的我~

日子怎样充实，怎样丰富~

都很难让我深深记得~

到最后还是希望靠着记录一点一滴的事情~

来回味过去~

这段话然我明白了一个道理，

其实blogging也是一种娱乐，

是时侯发挥以下了！为了正明知不是没有用的！

我不可以放弃~ Gambateh david!

Feel hungry now! Go supper first! Buai buai ^^

Awesomeness

Well, I had finally make my own glasses. Since it was powerless, but it might cause me blind if i keep escaping! >.<

Btw i think i get my spec was 2 weeks ago. :D But David SUCH LAZYNESS and the lazies mind is beeinnnng around! xD I'm damnnnnn lazyyyy writinggggggggg!

Hmm.. Alrights, anyway. Let's have a look what's the different after i wear my spec. :D

Well this is upload for fun. :X Hair is growing, mind also growing! ^^

Hmmm.. Dav (Without) :)

Dav(Within) My hair abit messy.

Stressful

Can't find anyone kau beh! :( Seriously i don't know what to do right now. If can i don't ever think about it.. But i can't i will face them once a day! I have to settle my money problem!

Feel so lonely, fucking college!
Fucking stress out OVER them! Between i wanna withdraw from the college.

Eat my money like fuck!
They need to charge my money before i withdraw the college! I must be stay unless one yr only worthly! But this course wasn't suitable for me, consider to quit so no need waste money. Now even withdraw also must paid for 4400! UNREASONABLEEEE!!! Seriously i don't know what to do right now! Can't find anyone chat! All was busy!

Hey people. :D Finally i free. Since i got online. But i got no much time to update my blog. Sowwie. :P
Anyway, there are a few news i need to post. First, I GET MY LICENSE FINALLY. Lol. The awesome one is, i don't need to see the idiot agent anymore. I rub off all his things!! :P
I tried to drive my manual car. It seem easier alot! At least the car got power steering. By the way, i accidently stretched people car! The owner isn't there, so i quickly run away. xD No one gets hurt, and the accident not critical also. :) That case is happening on Damansara Kayu Arah. kampung road. -_-" Between the road was tight, made me feel nervous!

Hmmm.. Finally i finished my exam. :) Well i didn't went to anywhere, just work and work. I am damn sien of it. Lazyness, Sleepless. There are very boring without kk and tyler. :( HELP ME!

Good luck

Is so damn! the idoit uncle. My Fucking agent. Just quarrel with him. Such a idiot. He's goin to bluff my money. Shit him!
The stories is so complicated. I don't have much time more. I post it up next time.
Since i got alot mistakes today. but the uncle seems like lazy to scold me after argue, so he doesn't. :P Haha..
I having driving test tomorrow, i wish i could pass. :)

Yesterday i having i big big mistake. When during working, I discount the shirt wrongly. -_-"
the shirt is 10% actually, and i say it as 50%.. After that then only i know it is 10%! So i have to paid for the 40%!

On Saturday i talk to someone and i so dissapointed! I know something i can't figure out! She's totally let me down. Feels like she is so cheapppp! :(
and it is a secret! So i couldn't post much more.
Obviously you did so excessive! I won't spend it anymore! It's too hurt!






On Monday, i make a biggg mistakes! I am taking wrong bus and it went to Shah Alam. -_-"
My fucking blindness, It makes me taking wrongly! Between i was looking the bus the number U63! And i saw U63 from the far away! Then when i the bus arrived and i didn't look at the number. However, it is U65! -_-"


Anyway, it is worst and worthless and so on.

Tiring

TOC provided us a tool box!
Too, i Carrying fucking tool box and then went home by bus yesterday! It's really damn freaking heavy! Some more i carrying it walk here walk there.

Oh god! After i arrived home, my dad is asking my to wedding dinner on night. :D
Since i heard wedding dinner, i knew what was going on. which is present singing for the wedding night. Haha! Anyway, i had a broken voice. :( Totally i sing 2 songs. Both song also quite easy! But i seem not feeling enough! I cannot sing well don't know why. I'm sick enough.

Therefore, i arrived home when 11pm,suppose to go on bed time! But David's hand itchy and switch on the computer. :D then can't stop chatting with my friends! i suppose to goin sleep at 12, one word "miss you", i sleep at 1o'clock. No word can express my feeling.
I shouldn't heard that. Is it i still carrying about her? Is it true? Is it??



During sleeping, something keep wake me up!
Then on the morning 5o'clock i wake up, i really can be siao already! Tired like shit!



Ps: the sentence got a little confused. :D

Holiday over

Well, my holiday is over! Begining to my college life again. I do work anyway, but on weekend, including friday! :) I used to have working life. So consider to continue work!
Hmm.. I had a bad feeling! I don't feel like back to the college! Sucks! I don't like my friend!

Duh! Having my driving lesson tomorrow.
The uncle is really damn sohai! I felt like he's eat my money. Don't know what to do! I dislike his mouth! Keep on creeping beside of me.

I'M back.

HEY everyone! I'm back. Since i start working, and i seldom online. No! Suppose to say i am lazy to blog. -_-"
Try to make up for the time spend online!
Well, that's good one.
I like the job anyway, and the most i like working with kk. :P
I like to work, unless i won't think of her beeing work.
I bought alot of shirt anyway. Haha.. That i couldn't control myself! :P
BECAUSE I LOVE SHOPPING!

On Saturday, i went to pub with all of them. Joanne, Tyler, Me, and Kk!
Those who got view my blog, please keep my secret or i'll whack you! xD


I spend up 82 bucks! It's my first try, also my last! :)
Though, pub is really complicated and disgusting. Well, there're really damn alot people! But I like it! ;) Very enjoy. I dance anyway! Even i don't really know how to dance, but i still do it. ;p


After all the time, i tough alot of things, to open my kid mind. All these people very open! Erm.. and then joanne, tyler 2 of them is drunk! Me and kk zap sao mei! Damn horrible! They are freaking heavy!! Lol. We can go home earlier actually, due to both of them. We 5 o'clock only go home. Wth it's so damn late right?

Hmm.. I can sing now. :D My voice recovered! By the way, i can sing well now. :D
Between i had sick for one month cough, flu, red spot, fever sore throat. :(

Hmm.. My holiday is coming. Any plan for coming this weekend? :D Sing k? Watch movie? Shopping? HAHA!
Well, I gonna find work after this.
现在我钱钱钱钱不够用。

永远

永远是朋友，
伤痛没了，
感觉还在，
不知不觉没联络她两个星期了，
往往还是想着她，
真的不知道是有情还是爱情。

还没办法接受其他女孩 ,
救命啊！！
早知今日,何必当初,
知道不可能的是还要踩下去,
真不知道我是单纯还是愚蠢.


Maybe i feel regret everything i did, and i shouldn't step on it.
She said she won't give any trouble, she did. Though. :)
Thought i was abandon soundly. But i can't do it.
She totally grab my heart. Fall deeply i was.

Neighbor Friend

What the moon saw

Was a brown-baired girl

Playing private eye on her lawn

With a flashlight beam

Catching off my window.

I gave her a baircut

That afternoon in her bathroom.

Standing on that cold tile floor

We compared feet sizes

As her bair fell like brown leaves

Around our ankles

Leaving our toes on jut out

Like rocks on the seafloor.

She said men's feet

Were too bent in general

And she covered her mouth and smiled

And said i could have been a statue

Holding down a great beast

Like Davy Crockett.

And her conviction was ageless.

And her bands were silent

On thursday, after finish exam i went to kk's college(UTAR). :D Haha.. Because yu tian having talk show, we suppose to go to yam cha actually. But we didn't at the last.

Hmm.. The talkshow quite enjoyed actually, at least i won't feel bored. Other than that better than doing nothing. :)
The first group they talking about dota. It's really funny their conversation.

Well, by the way, i consider to be TOC model! The allowance is 50 bucks. Non-TOC student could join too. It seem very fun, don't ever try before.
Errrrr. Any suggestion?

Listen a story, my daily dream. I wish i'd

Does every teenagers will become hamsap at the last? I'm wondering

Well, i m trying to have daily blog. :D


Otherwise it will remain myself, some more could improve my english. Haha..
Well, there's a story, that what i did today. That's nothing for my life. Since doesn't have my love story yet. :)

As usual, nothing to do after college, and i am ready to went home, i arrived the bus stop. Unconciously the bus been arrived, i went onto the bus, and i sitting on a single place, yet i think about my future, of couse i have alot of chooice. Mayb i regret but i consider to continue the way i m right now cause it's really waste money.

So, the expression are just like when i was little, having an amazing aim. Althought, must remenber that this is a kid's amazing aim isn't it? So it may not have been that good. As now, i m really stressed out my way.

As i am a teenager mind, i could consider to be a singer. I could really did actually, but it doesn't easy as i think about. I wish i could be a singer, step on a concert. Everyone staring me, especially my friends.And sing very well i was. However, everyone is blanked. Something is making noise. I shaked off my daily dream.

At the last, i arrived home and i beginning to my life. :D Tha's all about today.

Attractive

I wonder how attractive she was. I saw her at the bus stop today. :D Such a coincident.

She's really attractive. Once i look at her, i couldn't stop thinking my mind. dont you do some action? DAVID GO GET HER NUMBER. Errrrrr.. Dont miss understand ok?

Sportcheck

My college having sportcheck today. Firstly, when i went to college all instrucment is staring at me. -_-" Because i wearing the boots isnt usually i wear, some more there're disallowed. :D
Then the office girl is really really fierce. She can shout with me since i walked far away, she thought i never bring my boots so that she gonna scold me, but actually i keep my boots inside locker. :D It's smart and intelligent chooice. xD Secondly, i couldn't enter to the class again. -_-" Cause my hair, but isnt long actually. Is because the idiot formal's. So my hair seem very long.
Therefore, most of them goes to complain to the office girl. Yeah, that's good. ('-^) at finally the office girl is giving last warn, as well i could enter the class after write down the name. Luckily i never go home.


Hmm, after all the time. I having my new hair cut, it seem nicer than precious. xD It consider to be nicer after longer hair. hmm.. Nicer than kk! Haha.. Well. Kidding. Anyway, i will keep this hair as longer than 2 months.




SORRY GUYS, Currently no camera, no photo. :D

Emo

Fucking emo right now. Having family metter! Having a serious argue with both of brother! They fucking idiot dont even let me touch the comp. Their fucking timetable is out of me. Didn't care my feeling. Everything is they correct. But i think they did it wrongly! All fucking blame me. Between i book the time at 10 that i want to use the comp, but my fucking brother didn't take the promised.

I wanna cried. Does anyone borrow me your shoulder? I really really hate them sometime.
My fucking brother, made me feel belittle. They did everything like no feutured.. Everyday gaming and gaming, didn't care my feeling. They fucking childish! Did the game could tought u anything? NAH FUCK OFF! Sohai maple, curse you forever. I need it to take a entertaiment sometime.



Therefore, unexpectedly i got a big mistake just now. I hurt someone! I beat my sister as she step on it. Feel apologies. That time i was too angry. She's trying to defence the case(support me *with shouting*) and i beh tahan so i slap her. Am i did wrong? isn't it? :X

David heart is so down and critical, and i really dont know what to do now.

Suffer week, lots thing need to settle. Doesn't know how to do my assigment.
My examination on thursday and friday, having sickness(mar zhen)! What's this? Anyone having this experience before?
Today, everyone is avoid me. Make me feel belittle. But okay la. I understand myself. I'll did what i am suppose to. Lol.
I'm rushing to my college today. I need to did my performance and i couldn't missed it or i'll getting fail, cause i really dont understand everything about engine. Haih! Argh i dont wanna repeat/resit for the exam. Cause it is wasting my time. ><




Orh yeah. I found a lyrics that i'm looking for. :P The song's quite old, but it's Meaningful! It can describe my feeling sometime. :D
I pasted the lyrics on my blog as you guys free then you go listen la.

歌曲：信徒 歌手：张卫健

知道你什么话都不说
连仅有的泪都忍住
我才知道陪着你上路
快乐不是唯一任务
直到我视线开始模糊
而你却满脸不在乎
我才明白
学会变法术也回不到最初
一边爱一边走
我已经成为你信徒
相信情到深处不怕孤独
如果我们不曾看过对方这么苦
如何知道快乐一转身就是痛苦
想不到你绝望的泪水一刹那让我大彻大悟
如果我们不曾走过感情这条路
如何知道心魔是最沉重的包袱
年少轻狂的好日子
一懂事就结束
知道我们都不愿回顾
连仅有的恨都麻木
我才知道该重新上路
接受命运的新任务
直到我们都变的模糊
也毫不在乎赢和输
我才明白
感情的法术不是为了征服